Today’s Oracle takes us back to the Aquarius weekly of April 4, 2003
Medicine is an art. The crisis of modern medicine is that it fancies itself a science. True, it can point to scientific facts that say its greatest successes, statistically, come when strict science is applied to cases. (For example, computers supposedly diagnose heart attacks a lot better than doctors.) Artists use science, but many scientists are loathe to stoop to the level of art. Yet the sheer number and diversity of variables, and the degree to which individuals are just that — variable — necessitates an artistic approach. As do you right now. You are something of an unsolved mystery and an exception to the rule. Your symptoms and feelings are likely to elude strict diagnostic principles because they are not subtle enough to embrace who you are and what you’re experiencing. But you’re likely to be well within the reach of those healers gifted enough to peer between the layers of who you are.
(The Daily Oracle is a random selection from one of 10,000 Eric Francis horoscopes. New horoscopes by Eric are published weekly plus twice a month in Planet Waves Astrology News and Planet Waves Light. The Oracle itself is a divination tool available to subscribers to either of these services.)
Many thanks Hazel for you response and the useful information. Thanks for brokering it, Eric.
Oh….. and thanks Oracle!
Hi Eric. Thanks for that. I am near Manchester in the Northwest of England.
The core difficulty I face is one of articulation because of the age at which some harmful things happened (3 years of age). Subsequent developments were around victimisation in many arenas that were traumatic and compounded. I have come to understand and make sense of some kind of narrative account and dismantle and then re-work it.
However, although I’ve been able to deal with lots of material there remains lots that is under the radar. I don’t feel I need more information to further work the narrative. But I’m left with a residue. So much is sorted out, but the deeply seated stuff seems to have locked unresolved emotion, from being very young, into my somatic reality – none of which ever shows up with GP visits over the past 20 years.
The only clue I have is that although my mind has blocked detail I have second hand accounts and circumstantial experience that would point to my (babysitter) abuser terrifying me with death threats. There seems to be a deeply seated death terror – that I don’t experience as a cognitive phenomenon (I’ve worked the death thing). Your Taurus ‘scopes have recently hit the fear and identity questions on the head.
But I’m constructing frameworks by candlelight!
I seek to understand/grasp everything intellectually, as is probably obvious. The Rune of Flow has continually cropped up recently and my feeling is that I need to reinvent my approach in this area and somehow let go.
I’d like to believe that self-help may take me to the next level but 20 years on from first symptoms onset I have to wonder whether I can achieve symptomatic release without outside assistance.
Don’t know if this makes any sense, Eric?
I think that one service Planet Waves can offer is a listing of our readers who work in helping roles. If someone is networked in England maybe you can contact Half through me at dreams-at-planetwaves.net. Half, if you can state a little more clearly what you’re seeking that would help; if you feel like putting it into words. Also where in England are you?
I cannot believe this came up today – just as I need it most! For me, the difficulty is finding such healers. It’s been a prison for 20 years and the General Practitioner has simply been of zero help and probably considerable hindrance.
Any ideas of the areas I would benefit from exploring re suitable practitioners would be greatly appreciated, guys.