By the way, here is Eric’s PW FM for today; the full post is further down the page. – amanda
The Sun is making its annual conjunction to Eris in Aries: a big, bright blast of ‘who the hell am I in here?’ I am feeling edgy and angsty – as though the moment can’t come quick enough to make a decision, make a move, speak up. That probably has as much to do with Mars stationing direct as anything.
Intertwined is the fact that these last months have set me on a course to dig deeper beneath my fun-loving Sagittarius Moon to figure out why I seem so often to be at war with myself – and by extension with the people I profess to care about. My Mars Rx journey is taking me through childhood, ancestors and a past life, trying to uncover the roots of why, as suggested by the healer I’m working with, I seem to have a hard time being honest with myself.
So far, the short answer is a very old fear of speaking my truth and speaking up for myself. There is a disconnect with the core ‘me’.