Reader Reflections on the Last Day of Neptune in Aquarius

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Today is Thursday, Feb. 2, 2012. This is the last day of Neptune in Aquarius; Neptune changes signs into Pisces Friday just past 2 pm EDT, beginning an era that culminates in 2025. Let’s do a quick almanac check with the rest of the sky and come back to Neptune.

At the moment the Sun is in mid-Aquarius. In the Northern Hemisphere, this is a time of year called Imbolc — which means “in the belly.” We are in the belly of winter, and this is the midwinter holiday, which was in later times called Candlemas. It’s the midway point between winter solstice and spring equinox. The ridiculous tradition of Groundhog Day is a throwback to when these particular points in the cycle of the year were used for divination purposes — that is to say, this is traditionally held as a good time to read tarot, cast runes or throw the I Ching.

The Moon is now moving slowly through Gemini and ingresses Cancer Saturday at 1:03 am EST, where it will immediately pick up on Neptune, newly in Pisces, and Chiron in early Pisces, through a water-to-water trine aspect.

Yet before that happens, we have one more full day of Neptune in Aquarius, where it has been since 1998. In Tuesday’s subscriber edition we asked readers for their comments on this transit. Here is what some of them said.

“Humanity has become apathetic and believes in we need to kill Muslims because they are terrorists. In other words, kill them before they kill us. All war should be stopped, humanity should pray for peace and the divine light to shine on this beautiful planet before we blow ourselves to smithereens along with all the plant and animal life here. I am going to pray every day for World peace. Please spread this message to your readers. Drop the divine Christ light on the planet, surround it and all its inhabitants. Maybe then we have a chance at becoming a true human being. America has lost its way and lost its touch with God and their own source of divinity.”

“I used to be so angry with the system. Mad at the lies, and afraid my life would end in a nuclear explosion. I chose not to have children when I was 12 because I didn’t feel it was responsible to bring anyone into a climate of such intense hatred and fear. Not just my own dark paranoia, but to my young mind what felt like the world teetering on disaster. I was a vegetarian and believed I was making my own statement. At some point I guess I just got overwrought with the misery, I got worn down wanting so much to believe in humanity but seeing the worst of it. Today I feel a great sense of balance. I have made peace with so many of the issues I used to rage against. Maybe it was the generic blurring caused by the medicine. I hope not. I do feel loved and like I am a part of something vast and good.”

“Now it’s 2012. We don’t do those street drugs anymore, of course. I have a medical marijuana card like any self-respecting adult. My partner struggles with alcohol and tobacco and Oxycontin now, just like most office workers. We haven’t worn our wedding rings in over a year. I bought myself a simple hematite band for Christmas, a commitment ring to myself. The last twelve months have been like some enormous bill coming due. When he left me last winter, I fell for ever and ever. Days and days of crying in the car after I dropped the kids at school, nights of screaming and sobbing while he looked through me with hard eyes that said he was done with it all, no matter how close we’d once been. And then, somehow, in mid March of 2011, I landed on my feet, and they held me. I took a photo of them that day, in my work boots, standing in the Prayer Garden at work, and every time I felt like I might fall again I pulled out my phone and looked at the picture.”

“I just grabbed my copy of Edward Edinger’s Anatomy of the Psyche. He explains that the crucial feature of sublimation is that it is an elevating process whereby a low substance is translated into a higher form by an ascending movement. This is very much Aquarian territory — getting ‘above’ the matter in order to or by seeing it objectively. This is obviously a very necessary process (and actually, he says that it is where modern culture is predominantly stuck)! But while dissociation is not inherently dangerous, our culture seems to encourage it in so many ways. As much as I see people in my own little bubble ‘waking up’ to higher-octave Neptunian themes, I also know quite a few incredibly intelligent atheist-types who are totally dissociated. Edinger says: ‘The ability of the psyche to dissociate is both the source of ego consciousness and the cause of mental illness’. That’s an essay in itself, but I keep thinking of just how much our culture seems to completely avoid the descent that has to follow ascension, getting trapped in the urge to illuminate and liberate us from matter, while distancing from the idea of divine love/heaven/cosmic consciousness. I guess another way to say this would be that we’re dissociating from cycles. It’s fantastic to get above the situation, to look at our beliefs and inspirations objectively, but when we begin to dissociate – to brush aside ideas of indefinite detention — well…that gives me some pretty terrifying images of the shadow side of Neptune in Pisces — people literally plugged in to their computers, with touch screens in their arms and ear buds strung through their nostrils or something.”

“The Internet. Isn’t it kind of awesomely scary to look back and see how far we’ve come with this thing in so few years? How it’s there, slightly addictive in nature, endlessly expanding with any search for knowledge. It might be Uranian in energy, though I think there’s a whole lot of Neptune caught up in the internet as well. We can spend all day in it, making connections all over the world, but no face-to-face contact, no sharing in one another’s space. Together, but is it real? Now we are all connected, to one another, though I think we don’t know all we can do with it. It scares me that the US government tried to take it over two weeks ago like that. It’s vulnerable, and that makes everything on it vulnerable. Including our information. Who owns information? How is it controlled? Where does information come from? I wish more people would ask that. Especially about the internet and information.”

“As far as changes in the past 14 years, the the realm of film, movies comes to mind along with the word ‘saturation’. One could watch a different film (on computer , without leaving the house), nonstop, back to back for the rest of ones life and still not be able to see everything that was ever made, not even close. It seems that this saturation has led to greatly diminishing quality of experience. I remember as a youngster getting excited about things that only came around once in awhile , like Christmas, or The Wonderful World of Disney on Sunday night. The entertainment powers that be are trying to give us this sensation 365 day per year, i.e., non-stop. What about the extreme discrepancy between the way stores, fast food restaurants etc are portrayed in television commercials with the the actual places themselves? Geico insurance has set some kind of record for sheer number of ads, to the point of unbelievability. I see or hear them every time I turn on the radio, TV, computer, drive by a billboard, even trailing behind an airplane flying over the city. Unbefuckinglievable. And, yes, I remember thinking after the 2000 election that shit was really going to hit the fan and there were going to be some massive uprisings. I remember watching some of Bill Moyers programs about the secret government on PBS and why weren’t we outraged ? And were the streets always this empty? Is everybody somewhere looking at a monitor? The other day some kids were out in the street throwing a football back and forth and making noise and it was so amazing, so rare.”

“I am much more real now than I was in 1998. Neptune in Aquarius brought me a long series of major introspection and spiritual work that has left me far more free and authentic than I was in 1998. However, your explanation of the negative aspect of Neptune in Aquarius give me answers to the questions I’ve been pondering for the last few days. I did allow myself to be deluded, and as a result was shocked when it didn’t work out. I felt I was much more in tune with the Universe and that the Universe was ushering me along in accordance with my will. But apparently, I was deluded as to what my true will actually was. I brought a 7-year desire to fruition, only to have it ripped from me — I thought unexpectedly. But in retrospect, I see that the handwriting was on the wall all along, and I just chose to ignore the blatant warnings, deluding myself all along into thinking that everything would ‘work out’. Interestingly enough, I’ve been wondering the past two days what astrological influences were coming to bear right now. And you have answered it. You don’t say much about what to expect with Neptune in Pisces, but I hope it keeps my adventurous spirit inspired but more grounded. Neptune in Aquarius allowed me to have my little fling with fantasy fulfilled, yet it remained fantastic in it’s unreality. I pray now for further clarity, to be able to regain the power that I so easily give away, and for the wisdom to find the real deal as to where to put my many talents and energy. Please show me through the stars how to stay grounded, keep it real, and to be more aware of my ‘true will’ and the fulfillment thereof.”

“Neptune in Aquarius! Now it all makes sense. Sort of. What I have felt through this is that *I* myself have walked through a fog that was made of fire. I decided to do what my deepest promptings called for (Neptune in 1st house, dicey) and embarked, precisely in ’98, on learning concretely about what I ‘know’- which is healing work. In the process I have come to feel much more connected to everything although I can see the deep folds of not-knowing surrounding many, it makes no sense to me that they can’t SEE, right? And in terms of my work I have gone from “thinking” things through to ‘asking’ for Guidance. When that comes it’s pretty amazing. There’s a feeling of being at one and at the same time being alienated from the Culture at Large. Also, clearly my aims are not in synch with the larger Demo Project, and we’re on the knife edge of money. But something huge has been assimilated and gained, and we are definitely walking into….Something. Something different, new paradigm…totally unknown but for the tools I now have from the past 14 years of work and study and being.”

Additional coverage of Neptune in Aquarius is at the Reality Check diary.

Looking for insights on how this week’s astrology affects your personal Sun and rising signs? Eric Francis interprets the signs every week, every month and every year. Weekly and monthly horoscopes are in Planet Waves and Planet Waves Light. Annual readings are in a special edition called Revolution. Revelation. Reality Check.

15 thoughts on “Reader Reflections on the Last Day of Neptune in Aquarius”

  1. Chiming in late, but…

    Carrie, I do so know what you have described about intensity and scorching those around. I, too, have the Tr Trident in the 6th house. Ditto the natal Virgo rising, amplified by Scorpio sun (cusp of Sag) and a Leo Moon in the 12th. Perhaps it is the Phoenix nature of Scorpio that is so scorching for me. I haven’t yet had clear answers to several vexing questions that have been dogging me for several years, but I’m hoping that something will open up at this liminal point.

    Thanks, Carrie, for succinctly expressing patterns I have noticed (and lived) but not addressed. Thanks also to all of PW. As Vince said, I am fortunate to have found PW. Even more so, I love the reader reflection: “I landed on my feet and they held me.” PW provides good climbing boots (thanks, aword). Now to take a picture of them all laced up.

    JannKinz

  2. “I’ve learned to walk with rocks in my hiking boots and swim with the tides instead of fighting the currents”. That’s so beautiful, aword, and has been my experience too. And a heartfelt thank you to PW from me too. xx

  3. I could easily say that the past 14 years have been “hell” – when in reality it is the years prior to those 14 that were the real hell.

    These past 14, rather, have been those when awareness began to set in; maturation began to force roots to grow where ground was not recognized as fertile; the ridiculous myths of childhood, adulthood ney – generations of family myth – began to unravel in a big big way…….they always “hurt”, they were always some salted wound – but they unraveling and like storm-blown rope, cutting me with every blast.

    The past 14 years feel like they may have been the most uncomfortable 14 years of my life – but not “hell”. Difficult. Terrifying. Anxiety ridden. And I could apply those words to all of my life prior – only differently.

    Yes; I have been feeling this change coming – in so many ways feeling it coming – for 14 years. And now perhaps the path is not “smooth” but I’ve learned to walk with rocks in my hiking boots and swim with the tides instead of fighting the currents.

    Thank you PW. You have been – and are – a guiding light.
    xo

  4. Well, the emotional floodgates opened this morning and it occurred to me that, with Neptune moving into Pisces this seemed apt. It’s been a hellish 14 years although much that is good happened in the fog as well. But this a.m. It seemed as if the gates of all my grief had flung open.
    Love the poem “Burning Bush”.

  5. blackartist: hopefully now that neptune is leaving aquarius for pisces, you’ll be able to flow to someplace where you can flourish. i wish you luck!

  6. Eric’s Before/After Neptune article was brilliant! So beautifully expressed and helpful and very reassuring. I’m a fiction writer by trade and Eric cheered me up considerably by reminding me of the inspired side of Neptune–and that the heavy mist hanging over the border crossing will clear. In the meantime I will remember to drive with the fog-lights on!

  7. Its strange to think that in 1998 unbeknown to me neptune entered pisces. This is the year I moved to the town I got trapped in, to do a degree that was the worst thing I have done in my adult life, that has done me no good, and live with people who you would not want to be with. All through I have been doing time in this town. Its been a hard fourteen years for sure.

  8. But you’re also so honest and aware, Carrie. I know about intensity – I have Scorpio moon and rising. I find what works best is when I’m able to bring in a bit of humour and levity in with the intensity. And I’m not talking about relating to others, I’m talking about my ‘mood’.

  9. In this last day of Neptune in Aquarius, in the wee hours of the morning, I got an answer to a vexing question that has been hanging there for more than a year. What relief to KNOW.

    I hope this bodes well for the change; Neptune is in my 6th house and will cross my 7th house cusp eventually. Here’s to Mr Water God being able to relax in his own home after some very trying years!

    Along with the answer came a message that I have heard my whole life: I am too intense for people. I don’t mean to be; it is just who I am. Trying not to be that passionate and intense is like asking a cat to stop being a cat. Trouble is, most people cannot handle my intensity; I scorch them apparently. I don’t mean to. I wish I could find other intense people to hang with who are outside my family (my husband and kids seem able to handle it). I have to tone myself down to superficial levels to maintain friendships for the most part. It feels so stifling to do that but if I am myself, people get freaked out and overloaded. This means my friendships always feel more like acquaintances because they are just so light and fluffy.

    When I care about someone or feel connected, I feel it deeply. I don’t expect them to feel the same; just to be willing to allow that I do feel that way without being afraid of me.

    All those “feeling” words…so Neptune. I suppose it doesn’t help that I have Virgo rising so I come off at first as a logical and practical, down-to-earth person until my feelings are engaged and then whoosh! I wonder if Neptune going into my 7th house (a few years from now) will change any of this issue for me?

  10. My birthday wish today is to thank Eric and all involved in this journey through Planet Waves – has been and is most enlightening – I am so fortunate to have found you.

    thank you
    vince

  11. The Burning Bush

    Lizard’s shade turned torch, what thorns I bore
    Nomadic shepherds clipped. Still,
    I’ve stood, a soldier listening for the word,
    Attack, a prophet praying any ember be spoken
    Through me in this desert full of fugitives.
    Now, I have a voice. Entered, I am lit.
    Remember me for this sprouting fire,
    For the lash of flaming tongues that lick
    But do not swallow my leaves, my flimsy
    Branches. No ash behind, I burn to bloom.
    I am not consumed. I am not consumed.

    ~ Jericho Brown

  12. I don’t want to make light. People are going through some very hard stuff. If I look back I see some…

    But as far as the Neptune in Aqua period goes… I just this moment recalled my son, age 9, looking up at me when I told him I was getting a new computer (because I was writing for a Big City Newspaper and I was tired of cycling an hour to re-type my stuff into their system and cycling back home an hour and wanted to simply “send” it) and he said:

    “Will it have windows?”

    I had absolutely no clue what he was talking about. Windows? When I actually went to the computer store I almost exploded…

    I bought an iphone a month ago and killed my land line.

    He’s 23 now. SO … that about fits the time line.

    Much love to those who are having a hard time now.

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