Today’s Oracle takes us to the Taurus weekly for Jan. 15, 1999
You are not in power unless you are in your sexual power. As a TAURUS (April 20-May 20), this should be pretty obvious. What is less obvious is how to be in your sexual power, and how to be there comfortably, since there are all kinds of little cultural prohibitions banning the full awareness of your true reality. One key to this mystery is playing the game of desire without attachment, which may be a strange, new and yet inevitable experience for you. Current circumstances may find you feeling way out in the open, exposed and in situations demanding that you be far more candid about yourself than you previously have found it necessary to be. Go with it. There is no safety in secrecy. There is nothing to hold onto.
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Interesting. Last night I dreamed I was running away from a ravenous, starving, white bull. ahhhhhh, shit. 🙂 I haven’t had a running-away dream in a long time. It’s been a long, hard slog this year, working to excavate the trauma from the sexual pool Saturn-in-Scorpio represents, but I’ll admit, going back into that now-cavernous (& admittedly still traumatized) space & trusting it enough to fill it with my desires, or even discover which of my own desires still live there, ravenous & starving like that white bull, feels like I’m just asking for more pain. Perhaps starting with this idea of desire without attachment can be my baby steps (though fire isn’t known for “baby stepping”).
Because I expect that some of the panic around feeling out in the open these days is that I’m not grounding in my sexual energy. Like, it’s on all fronts right now — everywhere I look in my life, things have been torn open, with walls, ceiling, & sometimes even the floor removed. Sigh. Saturn is now transiting my BML-Aphrodite opposition. Sometimes there’s just not enough air in the world to get all the way into these places that hurt.