Guilt is something we discovered we have in common: a long legacy of guilt. I learned that in the few days before our Thursday night adventure, she had been wracked with guilt about the potential for having to choose one of us; for having to hurt one of us. And some guilt for being able to have both of us \u0432\u0402\u201c the strange guilt you feel when you love someone and then feel something for another person. That emotion needs a name, so we can identify it when we feel it.<\/p>\n
This is the same guilt that makes it difficult to make a simple decision; the guilt we feel for enjoying life; for doing something for ourselves; though here, when we reach the branch of the road where we may choose to love, to actually love who we will, I think we\u0432\u0402\u2122re pretty close to the core source of this emotion. Here, we are looking at one of the deepest divisions against ourselves.<\/p>\n
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