Some Call Me Jezebel: Astrology Questions & Answers
The essence of the dream to me is the doubt with which you awaken. That is the contrast; that is the wall you are coming up against in your life. You feel alive, and taste fulfillment; then you doubt yourself. I suggest you begin to dismantle this rather damning psychic apparatus so that you finally have a chance to express yourself freely, through sex or however else you might do it.